I had my heart broken and this is what came out of it :
1) I wrote 200 + love letters
They remain unsent and I’ve compiled them into a book titled ‘The Unsent Letters’ - One day, I may give this to her. I don’t know.
2) I wrote her poetry
I wrote lots of it. She never read them because I never dared send them. They are locked away in my desk drawer.
3) I wrote her songs
I don’t know if I’ll get my EP out this year but maybe I will. If I do, I will dedicate it to her. They are of her.
4) I started painting again
The first images that went on canvas were of her.
The inspiration behind all of this is a great woman. No, she did not cheat on me. We never really got to that point of ‘being together’ but I loved her with such a passion that would put the fire within the sun to shame.
We were both perhaps at the wrong place and at the wrong time. And yet, even so, my heart chose to love her. It wasn’t anything forced. It wasn’t anything that I could control. I just loved her.
With her departure from my day to day existence, I decided to move forward with all the things that I want to do and in a way, I decided to take her advice.
She never really asked me for anything but when she had to go, she did tell me to live each day of my life as if it was my last. And in honor of her, that is what I have done.
And it’s because I WANT TO BE.
I don’t whore around for women to date or sleep with.
Contrary to what you may think, not all women are here to get some.
Can you blog a little more about yourself, please and not reblog everything you see? I just wanna see you more often. Yes, you. Not some random chick.
Who would’ve thought that a dancing…bunny? Would be the hottest shit to reblog.
You’ll gain so much FOLLOWERS ever than before.
That awkward moment when your girlfriend/ partner farts in your presence.
Sexy? You tell me.